shut up. i know i haven't update is a really long time. i have had so much christmas shopping to do. it's december 23rd, and i'm still not done. ugghhh....

let's see, what have i done recently. i've been to like seven parties, watched moulin rouge a million times, gone to a lot of rehearsals, sat around on my butt and cheered at some basketbal games. oh!....i also got the leading role in the musical!!! yeah! go me! i was up against like six of my friends but somehow, don't ask why, a miracles occured and i got the part. we're doing annie, and i'm ms. hannigan!! yes!! well se, i know what you're saying, "that manipulative bitch.....that's not the leading role!!" well yeah it is. we're not doing the film version. it's actually sort of adapted, but still annie. you know?!? but it is very clear in this version that ms. hannigan is so the lead part.

okay i'll stop being conceited now. i have to be off book by january 3rd, and i still have "little girls" to learn. uggghhh. one thing i am also going to have to do is trust people more. i have an irrational fear of falling and that people won't catch me. ooh, well, lucky me, i got the ONE role where i have to faint and another person has to catch me. when i read through the script i nearly turned down the role because i'm so afraid of doing that. i can't fall straight back, i always have to stand myself back up, you know. i just can't do it. but me and hannah have been practicing, (hannah got one of the fairly large parts, another orphan named becky....i told you it was adapted) and i seem to be getting a little better. i'm still nervous about it though.

so enough about that. i need to go in a minute and run some lines. we have a full, almost twenty show run in april. everybody in the world has been booking us! i wish they would just stop so i wouldn't get so nervous about it. well, speaking of that, i better go now. i've gotten no sleep over the past three days so i also have to do that. bye.

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