one of my best friends tried out for the same part. she was the lead in last year's summer show. she's really good. anyway, all of my friends expect her to get cast, but she wasn't very impressive last night, i didn't think. so if i get cast (if, now, IF!) it might piss her off. i don't want to be superior or pretentious or anything. i just want to have the great satisfaction of knowing that i was better than her at this one thing, but of course, i don't want her to know that because i don't want her to be upset.

anyway, i had to read with some guys i know last night. it was weird. it was a love scene. well, not totally a love scene, if you know what i mean, but still quite embarrassing when you have a lot of your friends, not to mention you mother watching.

so anyway, i have to go to a callback tonight and hopefully this hair-brained thing can be resolved.

the director is casting the show on wednesday or thursday. i don't know if i can live until then.

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