let me briefly summarize what happened. but let me give you a short background of myself, just in case you didn't know. my dad is a total scitzophrenic psychopath. he's one of those people that if i don't make straight As, he absolutely goes berserk. he's pushy. so anyway, on tuesday, i had to go to the principal's office, where he accused me of cheating! he said i let someone else copy off of my work. which i didn't! i never handed a paper to anybody. someone had copied my exact words without me knowing it. so, he gave me an F and a detention for this coming tuesday. yesterday, i had to go back to his office because he wanted me to explain what happened. i was really pissed off by then, so i went on raving about the unfairness of it all, because he has no evidence that i did anything, yet he gives me all this shit for punishment.

last night, tara came over about ten o'clock to help me prepare my monologue for my audition today. i practiced it at rehearsal before she came, but it sucked. so she stayed until eleven helping me out. i was up so late worrying about today. i have to do all this improvisation and have an interview, plus all this crap with my monologue. (which by the way, is from "the diary of anne frank".) i'll find out about twenty minutes after my audition if i got in or not.

i'm so nervous. i don't know if i'll survive today. this one single audition determines where i go to school for high school and college. it's a really good school that i'm auditioning for, so it would impress people at colleges that i apply for. oh my god. i can't think about this anymore.

when i stopped by school this morning to pick up my SAT scores, the principal told me he had reconsidered, and he shouldn't punish me for having "bad judgment." well, it wasn't bad judgment on my part and i had nothing to do with it, but oh well. as long as i got out of it, i don't care.

i hope tomorrow is better.

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